I just realised my maths sucks.
Yday ming ming shi tuesday, my birthday is next mon. Depending on how different people look at it, my birthday is 6 days away, or even 5 days away for those who are super gey gao.
But I can count it as 7. *slaps forehead*
Anyway, when I reached home, I've got two letters o my table. One from prudential one from wanxin... Of course immediately I thought they are birthday cards.
But no loh. In the prudential envelope with my name printed on it, there is only brochures and more brochures inside. Siao ar! I'm poor enough, dont hard sell me any more things than I need or can afford, can?
No birthday card.
From wanxin it is a card mei cuo, but it is a letter from this friend whom I've not heard from for a long time. Once upon a time we were very close friends, will call each other everyday and I am her house most common visitor. I still remember her father grows sunflower outside their flat. Sunflowers and another kind of plant which I conveniently call the mian bao shu...
I've got no idea who does a mian bao shu looks like, but only heard abt such thing from zhang xiao xian's novel title... But the plant is made up of little little 'baos'... Basically it looks like 2 leave wrapped together to form a air bag.
Digressed! Was saying we were once upon a time very close friends. But we drifted apart due to a quarrel.. Whatever lead to the quarrel is no longer important and ought to be archived and forgotten. But I can archive it but I cant forget it. But let's not go into details.
Anyway, actually we already buried the hatchet. It is just bad tt we never manage to get back to how 'ar' we once were. Also feel no point in ying4 cheng1, so we just left it as we will forward each other email (though v v v v v occasionally only) and the v v v v v v occassional sms.
Hahahaha.
Feel quite gan dong to recv a letter from her. It means she really still have me somewhere in her heart lah. Maybe dont stand an important place but it's somewhere in the dark dusty corner lor. =P
We should be going out to catch a movie or eat a meal or drink coffee or tea sometime soon. Not too worried about running out of subjects or topics. I am too ji za to allow leng chang.
Tomorrow will send her the reply and wait for her to finish reading then email me lor. Meanwhile I've hit target on the job. Can slack tmr already...
And heard from camilla that jerlyn's leaving cos her contract wasnt extended. Dunno what kind of feelings should I be feeling now... But like I mention in my letter to wanxin, no point in unduly worrying. For all I know I might be knocked down by a car tmr.
Shi shi wu jue dui mah!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Birthday's coming!
Turning 22 in 7 days time.
Wha! I am old leh! Hai hao most people I am close to are all older... except for stupid xiao mei la. So young! Xiang ba wo qi si shi ma?
Anyway, xiao mei is really very sweet, she volunteered to organise my birthday bbq for me but at the end of the day I still decided against it. I am really too lazy to even invite the people. And I dowan people to feel oblige to buy me presents.
Especially when I've got weird taste and most presents that I recv I dont like. Sheesh.
I would think, if anyone wants to give me present, you might as well go down to borders and get me the gift cards. Otherwise just give me an ang pao! =)
Anyway... Have applied for leave on next mon too.
Actually when I applied for block leave, it was supposed to start on my birthday, but lao ban says too many ppl take block at the same time, and request I take one wk later... Said will give me off on my birthday to celebrate...
Shuo zhe shuo zhe lao ban forgot abt it!
So today went to ask him lor. Tell him last time he promised will let me take leave one mah! He said he forgot le. -_-"
Gek gou he will still let me go on my leave next mon. Next month sure cant get tier, but shuan le la... So what? In the first place do I deserve this job and deserve the pay? I just wu da wu zhuang into the job, depriving more suitable people from the job.
I am just a lucky bitch that happen to suit for the job opening there and then.
Anyway, so I will be home next mon. Can slack... Which is a little weird, cos 4 days later I will be on off for 2 wks in a go.... really a bit qi guai. But but, birthday must go shopping and make use of the birthday discount at some retail shops like bossini or what mah.
** 10 days to my block leave **
Wha! I am old leh! Hai hao most people I am close to are all older... except for stupid xiao mei la. So young! Xiang ba wo qi si shi ma?
Anyway, xiao mei is really very sweet, she volunteered to organise my birthday bbq for me but at the end of the day I still decided against it. I am really too lazy to even invite the people. And I dowan people to feel oblige to buy me presents.
Especially when I've got weird taste and most presents that I recv I dont like. Sheesh.
I would think, if anyone wants to give me present, you might as well go down to borders and get me the gift cards. Otherwise just give me an ang pao! =)
Anyway... Have applied for leave on next mon too.
Actually when I applied for block leave, it was supposed to start on my birthday, but lao ban says too many ppl take block at the same time, and request I take one wk later... Said will give me off on my birthday to celebrate...
Shuo zhe shuo zhe lao ban forgot abt it!
So today went to ask him lor. Tell him last time he promised will let me take leave one mah! He said he forgot le. -_-"
Gek gou he will still let me go on my leave next mon. Next month sure cant get tier, but shuan le la... So what? In the first place do I deserve this job and deserve the pay? I just wu da wu zhuang into the job, depriving more suitable people from the job.
I am just a lucky bitch that happen to suit for the job opening there and then.
Anyway, so I will be home next mon. Can slack... Which is a little weird, cos 4 days later I will be on off for 2 wks in a go.... really a bit qi guai. But but, birthday must go shopping and make use of the birthday discount at some retail shops like bossini or what mah.
** 10 days to my block leave **
Monday, June 27, 2005
Human Organ Transplant Act
Was reading off a forum and people was mentioning about the human organ transplant act (hota).
I am proud to say I've pledged in the moment I've recv'd the letter. I've pledged to donate organs and also for research purposes. To speak the truth, when I first recv'd the letter I never thought abt donating for research purposes, but after a split second's consideration, I've ticked it as well.
In return, I've recv'd a very ugly card which I've kept in my purse and bring it everywhere I go because I believe I might meet with an accident any time. (Stop asking me to be less pessimistic!)
It is really a good deed to pledge in lor! So please go and download the pledge form and fill it in and mail it back! But you need to be 18 to be able to opt in, and you will recv your letter when you are 21.
Hey, someone as callous as me also can zuo hao shi cannot be all of you hao ren out there cannot right?
*** 11 days to my block leave ***
I am proud to say I've pledged in the moment I've recv'd the letter. I've pledged to donate organs and also for research purposes. To speak the truth, when I first recv'd the letter I never thought abt donating for research purposes, but after a split second's consideration, I've ticked it as well.
In return, I've recv'd a very ugly card which I've kept in my purse and bring it everywhere I go because I believe I might meet with an accident any time. (Stop asking me to be less pessimistic!)
It is really a good deed to pledge in lor! So please go and download the pledge form and fill it in and mail it back! But you need to be 18 to be able to opt in, and you will recv your letter when you are 21.
Hey, someone as callous as me also can zuo hao shi cannot be all of you hao ren out there cannot right?
*** 11 days to my block leave ***
Sunday, June 26, 2005
I really ought to go to sleep
But first let me stressed this one more time...
It is truly a trying task to live with a witch. If anyone is interested in some halloween experience, fill out the consent form that shows I am not to be responsible for any foaming-at-the-mouth symtons nor the such.
I am not to be responsible if your stress level escalate and you end up needing to seek professional psychiatrist help.
Meanwhile, while you are here being the punchbag, can I move over to your house and cuddle up in your air-coned room? I hope you have large bean cushions that I can hug and your bed is a giant king sized so that I can fit 6 giant bean cushions, 4 pillows and 2 bolsters comfortably on the bed?
Hopefully the colour scheme is some interesting combination of purple and green or orange and pink.
Hopefully I can stay there forever while you are stuck with the witch.
Come on, someone, take up the offer leh!
It is truly a trying task to live with a witch. If anyone is interested in some halloween experience, fill out the consent form that shows I am not to be responsible for any foaming-at-the-mouth symtons nor the such.
I am not to be responsible if your stress level escalate and you end up needing to seek professional psychiatrist help.
Meanwhile, while you are here being the punchbag, can I move over to your house and cuddle up in your air-coned room? I hope you have large bean cushions that I can hug and your bed is a giant king sized so that I can fit 6 giant bean cushions, 4 pillows and 2 bolsters comfortably on the bed?
Hopefully the colour scheme is some interesting combination of purple and green or orange and pink.
Hopefully I can stay there forever while you are stuck with the witch.
Come on, someone, take up the offer leh!
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Really ugly works
Architect Studio 3D, from the Frank Lloyd Wright Preservation Trust
Seeing these works made me feel super good about the work i've done before... Look at the space people create with their computer softwares? You dont even have to look into more details, just look at the few examples provided at the home page.
Just too bad my old computer already crashed and I've lost all of my prior works in their soft copy. If my printed works didnt reduced to dust and ashes yet I shall take pics of the printed stuff. =)
And post them here.
I've let go of the fact tt I am no longer capable of spending time doing up spaces in computer in aka the tear-inducing mission. No longer able to go thru every bit and part with scruntinising eyes picking out small imperfection.
But all the same I am very proud of my past works. Now I am proud of them. Very much so. Although I can never re-create tt again, I cant forget I did all the beautiful work painstakingly.
My pride and joy wor!!!
***14 days to my block leave***
Seeing these works made me feel super good about the work i've done before... Look at the space people create with their computer softwares? You dont even have to look into more details, just look at the few examples provided at the home page.
Just too bad my old computer already crashed and I've lost all of my prior works in their soft copy. If my printed works didnt reduced to dust and ashes yet I shall take pics of the printed stuff. =)
And post them here.
I've let go of the fact tt I am no longer capable of spending time doing up spaces in computer in aka the tear-inducing mission. No longer able to go thru every bit and part with scruntinising eyes picking out small imperfection.
But all the same I am very proud of my past works. Now I am proud of them. Very much so. Although I can never re-create tt again, I cant forget I did all the beautiful work painstakingly.
My pride and joy wor!!!
***14 days to my block leave***
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Counting down still
Yay! I cant wait till my block leave is here... it is just 17 days aways!! Or 12 working days away! I am really shivering in excitement. Hee.
I wonder if I can tag along to wherever he goes? Will he find me a pest?
*ponders my next move*
Today also accompany camilla to check her eyesight. That silly girl is saying she cant seem to read signboards well, and during talks she can only see a swarm of black swimming ants on the white board in the place of legitimate words.
Told her think she needs glasses le, and she was very worried.
Kept using her as my entertainment tool, kept pointing at various signboards of various font sizes and ask her to read... whahahahaha... my bad but I am always bullied by perfect eyesight people mah.
Anyway, there was one occassion when she really cant see, so I told her to squint her eyes together to see if can read. And surprise surprise she can! She was saying 'wha, how come you know?' -_-"
Excuse me, I am also short sighted lor.
In the end she need to get glasses. Her degrees are at 125 each side of eye. Envious man, that is so 'qian' compared to mine.
***17 days to my block leave***
I wonder if I can tag along to wherever he goes? Will he find me a pest?
*ponders my next move*
Today also accompany camilla to check her eyesight. That silly girl is saying she cant seem to read signboards well, and during talks she can only see a swarm of black swimming ants on the white board in the place of legitimate words.
Told her think she needs glasses le, and she was very worried.
Kept using her as my entertainment tool, kept pointing at various signboards of various font sizes and ask her to read... whahahahaha... my bad but I am always bullied by perfect eyesight people mah.
Anyway, there was one occassion when she really cant see, so I told her to squint her eyes together to see if can read. And surprise surprise she can! She was saying 'wha, how come you know?' -_-"
Excuse me, I am also short sighted lor.
In the end she need to get glasses. Her degrees are at 125 each side of eye. Envious man, that is so 'qian' compared to mine.
***17 days to my block leave***
Monday, June 20, 2005
I think I am falling sick again
My father is burning some incense paper and joss sticks, I am not sure for what festive or occassion is it? All I know is that the smell is very choking for some reasons and my nose feels very irritated.
Shit.
Now my nose is blocked.
Shit..
Once my nose is blocked I will fall sick. Basically it is because I cant use my mouth to breathe under normal circumstances. Ok except when I am singing cos I need to pump air into my diaphram, act lor, act sing very professional, lol.
Anyway, was saying, once my nose is blocked, I will need to use my mouth to breathe... Later my throat will feel very dry and parched, and then itchy, then will start to cough, then will be sick.
That will all occur depending on how I survive the night. Meanwhile I am escaping back to my room to sleep cos the smell is really choking me. Jia lat.
***19 days to my block leave***
Shit.
Now my nose is blocked.
Shit..
Once my nose is blocked I will fall sick. Basically it is because I cant use my mouth to breathe under normal circumstances. Ok except when I am singing cos I need to pump air into my diaphram, act lor, act sing very professional, lol.
Anyway, was saying, once my nose is blocked, I will need to use my mouth to breathe... Later my throat will feel very dry and parched, and then itchy, then will start to cough, then will be sick.
That will all occur depending on how I survive the night. Meanwhile I am escaping back to my room to sleep cos the smell is really choking me. Jia lat.
***19 days to my block leave***
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Woooo.. am back
Ok la, was home for one hour plus now.. reached home after 1am. Did I need to emphasise on the point on that I've no curfew? Go eat your hearts out, daddy's and mummy's girl.
Dunno is it a good thing or not, but I've never had a curfew before. I could participate in my school's camp when I was in pri5. Back that year, our school was experimenting camping outside school campus, which was obviously branded failed after our batch. Our batch was the first and last batch to have out camping at a camping site near a beach.
And if you are dying to know where was tt at, dont ask me cos I cannot remember.
All I can recall is that we had an activity where we have to tie up dustbins to make a raft. Then after that we had a go at paddling in a canoe. The school (not 100% sure, but always presume it is so) has put up some float-barriers around 200 metres parallel to the beach. Qian jiao dai wan jiao dai remind tt we are not supposed to canoe beyond that mark.
But my group super li hai lor, simply proceed to canoe parallel to the beach, btw the coastline and the barrier, and got lost few hundred metres away.
By the time we realised we were lost, all 4 of us (by now also cant rmb who they specifically are already) unanimously decided to give up paddling and let the canoe drift.
Eventually, our vice principle came to fetch us in a motorboat. Haha.. fond memories.
My point is, back then when my classmates have to beg and beg to be allowed to go, I just bought my form home, signed it myself and informed everyone I'm going camping. And tada~!
Oops, I digressed! I was saying I just reached home after 1am hor? Went out with him to watch movie. Meant to meet at 6, but I was walking in heels and I totally misjudged the time I took to walk there from the bus stop tt I alighted from. (Oops) By the time I've reached, he was already in the queue to buy tix.
He meant to want to watch mr and mrs smith. But only first 2 rows left, so we decided on ghost train instead, which scheduled to start at 9.40 only! Dissertate a little and decided should still be able to catch transport, so wasnt too worried. Or else can always take cab lor, no biggie.
He's v nice as usual, offered tt if we ended up needing to take taxi he can share my cost. Told him no need la (cos lao niang just huat gu li gang, heee).
Met at 6.20, show at 9.40... can do what? So walked ard lor... I also really one kind one leh... Know how to sabo him and sabo my poor feet at the same time. He actually gave in to my stupid request to walk to far east from cineleisure. Which eventually we didnt buy anything. After which we walked back and had dinner at cineleisure.
If not for the purchase of coraline at borders, the whole walk would have been totally pointless.
And allow me to digress again. I've bought coraline! Ok la, it is really cheap @ $8.95. But it is only because of the reprints! It used to cost $16 plus while I was still working in borders a yr ago.
Yay, another lust fulfilled. =)
Dinner at pasta mania. Two words. Nan chi. Period.
And yah! Bought another 5 pairs of earrings! *faints* Ok, I may have many pair of earrings already, have only one pair of ear-piercings, but it's not stopping me in the least lor. I shall cont to buy more earrings! I predict I must have spent at least $150 on my whole set of collection! Which is very little considering how much a sports bike cost. I know it doesnt make sense, but so what?
Anyway, was mentioning over dinner about erv. Sigh, I bet tt man doesnt realised I'm angry. I must think of some ways to let my feelings known and have him apologised to me. Nah, joking la... But truly and surely, like this cold war is not benefitting me in anyway lor, and just anger-inducing!
And I realised my train of thoughts doesnt follow, I'm jumping from one conclusion to another... Anyway, ghost train is not too bad a show la. Quite scary and I nearly screamed (which is something I seldom do at horror show, my usual reaction is *gasp*) in one scene. All in all it is scary, but storyline totally cmi. I cant understand the ending at all. Why is it tt it must end with some gan ren de hua mian? Like a woman finally sees her husband's ghost after missing him for very long?
Aiyah, if cant come up with a better ending, just let everyone die lor. The stupid world is made up of upsetting news and happenings anyway.
And and and!! =)
***21 days to my block leave***
Dunno is it a good thing or not, but I've never had a curfew before. I could participate in my school's camp when I was in pri5. Back that year, our school was experimenting camping outside school campus, which was obviously branded failed after our batch. Our batch was the first and last batch to have out camping at a camping site near a beach.
And if you are dying to know where was tt at, dont ask me cos I cannot remember.
All I can recall is that we had an activity where we have to tie up dustbins to make a raft. Then after that we had a go at paddling in a canoe. The school (not 100% sure, but always presume it is so) has put up some float-barriers around 200 metres parallel to the beach. Qian jiao dai wan jiao dai remind tt we are not supposed to canoe beyond that mark.
But my group super li hai lor, simply proceed to canoe parallel to the beach, btw the coastline and the barrier, and got lost few hundred metres away.
By the time we realised we were lost, all 4 of us (by now also cant rmb who they specifically are already) unanimously decided to give up paddling and let the canoe drift.
Eventually, our vice principle came to fetch us in a motorboat. Haha.. fond memories.
My point is, back then when my classmates have to beg and beg to be allowed to go, I just bought my form home, signed it myself and informed everyone I'm going camping. And tada~!
Oops, I digressed! I was saying I just reached home after 1am hor? Went out with him to watch movie. Meant to meet at 6, but I was walking in heels and I totally misjudged the time I took to walk there from the bus stop tt I alighted from. (Oops) By the time I've reached, he was already in the queue to buy tix.
He meant to want to watch mr and mrs smith. But only first 2 rows left, so we decided on ghost train instead, which scheduled to start at 9.40 only! Dissertate a little and decided should still be able to catch transport, so wasnt too worried. Or else can always take cab lor, no biggie.
He's v nice as usual, offered tt if we ended up needing to take taxi he can share my cost. Told him no need la (cos lao niang just huat gu li gang, heee).
Met at 6.20, show at 9.40... can do what? So walked ard lor... I also really one kind one leh... Know how to sabo him and sabo my poor feet at the same time. He actually gave in to my stupid request to walk to far east from cineleisure. Which eventually we didnt buy anything. After which we walked back and had dinner at cineleisure.
If not for the purchase of coraline at borders, the whole walk would have been totally pointless.
And allow me to digress again. I've bought coraline! Ok la, it is really cheap @ $8.95. But it is only because of the reprints! It used to cost $16 plus while I was still working in borders a yr ago.
Yay, another lust fulfilled. =)
Dinner at pasta mania. Two words. Nan chi. Period.
And yah! Bought another 5 pairs of earrings! *faints* Ok, I may have many pair of earrings already, have only one pair of ear-piercings, but it's not stopping me in the least lor. I shall cont to buy more earrings! I predict I must have spent at least $150 on my whole set of collection! Which is very little considering how much a sports bike cost. I know it doesnt make sense, but so what?
Anyway, was mentioning over dinner about erv. Sigh, I bet tt man doesnt realised I'm angry. I must think of some ways to let my feelings known and have him apologised to me. Nah, joking la... But truly and surely, like this cold war is not benefitting me in anyway lor, and just anger-inducing!
And I realised my train of thoughts doesnt follow, I'm jumping from one conclusion to another... Anyway, ghost train is not too bad a show la. Quite scary and I nearly screamed (which is something I seldom do at horror show, my usual reaction is *gasp*) in one scene. All in all it is scary, but storyline totally cmi. I cant understand the ending at all. Why is it tt it must end with some gan ren de hua mian? Like a woman finally sees her husband's ghost after missing him for very long?
Aiyah, if cant come up with a better ending, just let everyone die lor. The stupid world is made up of upsetting news and happenings anyway.
And and and!! =)
***21 days to my block leave***
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Minutes later..
Will be meeting at 6 at somerset. Guess will be Mr and Mrs Smith at cineleisure? Zao zhi dao gang cai yi zao qu kbox.
Going out
Will be going out tmr, at least plans are set as such now... Sian la, really dowan to go to work, so zhua ren chu men...
Never had I been so unsure. Am I going out tmr or not? Nothing is set, dunno meeting what time, dunno meeting where, dunno will be watching movie (the yu yan ghost show) as I prefer, dunno eating what, basically dunno anything.
Hao bu que ding. I think just heck care. Will go sleep. If tomorrow no words from him I'll go sing k myself. I am itching for a sing!!
***21 days to my block leave***
Never had I been so unsure. Am I going out tmr or not? Nothing is set, dunno meeting what time, dunno meeting where, dunno will be watching movie (the yu yan ghost show) as I prefer, dunno eating what, basically dunno anything.
Hao bu que ding. I think just heck care. Will go sleep. If tomorrow no words from him I'll go sing k myself. I am itching for a sing!!
***21 days to my block leave***
Thursday, June 16, 2005
I repeat, hotmail sucks
postmaster@hotmail.com to me.
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6 mails returned. All from hotmail.
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6 mails returned. All from hotmail.
Ok this isnt going to make sense..
.. to people who doesnt understand, but I want to rant!!!!
For the first time I've got 63 points lao ban dont give me multiplier! When I scored lower he give me multipler, this mth nan de x$7 he dont give me!!! Tiao gang one!
And excuse me lor, last mth I never ot much, so I am in a super good mood and hence should be very good in my calls what!!!! Win liao lor. Like tt means it is up to lao ban shuang or bu shuang issit? I am going to slaughter all customers now!
Ar-dar~~~~~
For the first time I've got 63 points lao ban dont give me multiplier! When I scored lower he give me multipler, this mth nan de x$7 he dont give me!!! Tiao gang one!
And excuse me lor, last mth I never ot much, so I am in a super good mood and hence should be very good in my calls what!!!! Win liao lor. Like tt means it is up to lao ban shuang or bu shuang issit? I am going to slaughter all customers now!
Ar-dar~~~~~
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Boliao-ness in a taxi
Took taxi home from work after ot today... Usually would sleep on transport back but because on taxi have to give directions to taxi drivers so cant sleep.
Everytime I say jurong east they will happily drive me to jurong west. So I usually pinch myself to stay awake to avoid zou yuan wang lu.
Everytime I say jurong east they will happily drive me to jurong west. So I usually pinch myself to stay awake to avoid zou yuan wang lu.
Sucky hotmail.
Every now and then when I am mass forwarding email to ppl, I tend to skip ppl with hotmail add. Not tt I am mean lah, but seeing the mail gets bounced back is very irritating leh!
Please, darling friends, get a yahoo acct pls! I need all the room to forward junks! Haha! =)
Please, darling friends, get a yahoo acct pls! I need all the room to forward junks! Haha! =)
Monday, June 13, 2005
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
Andrew de ren zhen hao. While lao da ask me to go and sleep, he actually entertain my moods. I told him I very bored and angry, he said he will tell me bedtime story. He actually copy and paste the whole of chapter one for me in msn. That is 2153 words in all leh!
And of course I've heard of this story before but I've never actually read it. Aiyah, 我是出了名没有童年的。It is really interesting leh. =)
I was reading as he c&p and I really wondered why is it in my entire life no one told me this story before? The only thing I know of this story is that the protagonist's name is alice and there is a rabbit in the story. I think there is a queen too and somewhere along the story there is a poker card which is an ace of spade?
Huh? Doesnt make sense hor.
But andrew de ren zhen hao. I take back on every bad thing tt I've said about him prior to this. What do a bitch like me knows?
From now on, no matter what he does, I shall always remember that once upon a time, he wasted so much of his time to c&p a story for me. I shall always remember his hao xing chang to talk to me when I was in a bad mood when everyone else avoids me like plague.
I shall always remember tt even if he were to ignore me on msn, or doesnt reply to my sms, he is still one of the best person on earth to me. Can 并排 with lao da, esther and mashi le.
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Hao wu liao
Zhen de hao wu liao.
What the fuck am I doing to my life? I was sick for the past wk, then while I am fine I am doing OT. Shit la, I might as well go and die, why am I spending my life like this?
Mashi always lament I spend too much time at work. 我是觉得还好啦. But recently very du lan cos I am sick but before I can recover I must go to work and cont to talk and talk and talk. Like that forever also wont recover.
Like that later I spoilt my voice how to cont to go sing k with lao da!
And where is lao da? He very long never sms me le. I just smsed him, see how long he will take to reply... Take too long and I'll... I'll...
... also dunno what I'll do, 处于非常被动的姿态.
And lao da just sms reply le, 小妹妹，快去关灯，睡觉，乖。:)
Totally doesnt appease me. I am angry and bored, why ask me go sleep? I am not some small animal leh, not tt cup your hands over my eyes I would sleep one leh.
And I am not the typical little girl leh, not give me some sweets I will shut up and stop kb-ing leh.
I am angry.
Hen shen qi!
What the fuck am I doing to my life? I was sick for the past wk, then while I am fine I am doing OT. Shit la, I might as well go and die, why am I spending my life like this?
Mashi always lament I spend too much time at work. 我是觉得还好啦. But recently very du lan cos I am sick but before I can recover I must go to work and cont to talk and talk and talk. Like that forever also wont recover.
Like that later I spoilt my voice how to cont to go sing k with lao da!
And where is lao da? He very long never sms me le. I just smsed him, see how long he will take to reply... Take too long and I'll... I'll...
... also dunno what I'll do, 处于非常被动的姿态.
And lao da just sms reply le, 小妹妹，快去关灯，睡觉，乖。:)
Totally doesnt appease me. I am angry and bored, why ask me go sleep? I am not some small animal leh, not tt cup your hands over my eyes I would sleep one leh.
And I am not the typical little girl leh, not give me some sweets I will shut up and stop kb-ing leh.
I am angry.
Hen shen qi!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Lunch at crystal jade
Hmmm, went to eat at crystal jade first time in my life!
Yah I know, I sua ku, go on~~.
Enough liao hor? Can shutup alr?
Yday was talking to andrew on msn, and he sd he will be coming back to office to get his stuff. What stuff I've got no idea though. He was mentioning whether to ask hongwei for lunch, I told him aiyah, so difficult for what, ask me for lunch lor, and he no-choice-ed-ly agreed. Whahahaha.
So lunch with him lor. Was expecting maybe eating at suntec foodcourt, or millenia walk food court or marina sq food court.. Hee. Or maybe bk or mac (cos auntie got coupon mah). Then being nice, I let him choose lor, then he sd eat at suntec, so I narrowed down to suntec foodcourt and mac. Whahahaha.
Eventually I realise I am thinking totally in the wrong direction le, and andrew seems to have a place in mind, so follow him lor. Good move too, because he is all lao jiao about finding places to seat, and what food to order, etc. If given myself, I would have been lost!
Eventually he ordered cong you mian (ok the title is 5 times longer than this actually, but I cant remember le), and I ordered wanton mee. He ordered another 2 'long's of xiao long bao.
Ok, I finished 6 out of 7 wantons and 1/3 of the noodles. That IS a feat. Cos each wanton is a big as one xiao long bao! So it is like I ate 6 xiao long baos! Tian ar! Then I ate 1 of the original xlb and andrew finished the rest. Hee. Thank god he can finish them, otherwise hao lang fei. I am the only one who is wasting food la I know.
And and and! He paid. So sweet of him. Even though lao da always treat me, but not the same mah. Lao da and me gan qing cheng hou. But me and andrew are new found friends mah. So I think he's very nice.
Oops, that displayed my superficial side issit? =P
Then later at dinner camilla was asking me abt lunch. Ask me this and that, like andrew working where now? How old? etc. Supercam, you interested in my friend issit? Hmmppph. I tell your bf wor! Then she asked me whether he have a gf. >kok< camilla's head and ask her how do I know? We are not exactly "hen shou" leh.
She said '不熟怎么会一起吃饭'?
I retorted '跟你也不熟，还不是一起吃饭'? Whahaha.
Miss lao da. *Waves hand in air* Lao da, how are you?
Yah I know, I sua ku, go on~~.
Enough liao hor? Can shutup alr?
Yday was talking to andrew on msn, and he sd he will be coming back to office to get his stuff. What stuff I've got no idea though. He was mentioning whether to ask hongwei for lunch, I told him aiyah, so difficult for what, ask me for lunch lor, and he no-choice-ed-ly agreed. Whahahaha.
So lunch with him lor. Was expecting maybe eating at suntec foodcourt, or millenia walk food court or marina sq food court.. Hee. Or maybe bk or mac (cos auntie got coupon mah). Then being nice, I let him choose lor, then he sd eat at suntec, so I narrowed down to suntec foodcourt and mac. Whahahaha.
Eventually I realise I am thinking totally in the wrong direction le, and andrew seems to have a place in mind, so follow him lor. Good move too, because he is all lao jiao about finding places to seat, and what food to order, etc. If given myself, I would have been lost!
Eventually he ordered cong you mian (ok the title is 5 times longer than this actually, but I cant remember le), and I ordered wanton mee. He ordered another 2 'long's of xiao long bao.
Ok, I finished 6 out of 7 wantons and 1/3 of the noodles. That IS a feat. Cos each wanton is a big as one xiao long bao! So it is like I ate 6 xiao long baos! Tian ar! Then I ate 1 of the original xlb and andrew finished the rest. Hee. Thank god he can finish them, otherwise hao lang fei. I am the only one who is wasting food la I know.
And and and! He paid. So sweet of him. Even though lao da always treat me, but not the same mah. Lao da and me gan qing cheng hou. But me and andrew are new found friends mah. So I think he's very nice.
Oops, that displayed my superficial side issit? =P
Then later at dinner camilla was asking me abt lunch. Ask me this and that, like andrew working where now? How old? etc. Supercam, you interested in my friend issit? Hmmppph. I tell your bf wor! Then she asked me whether he have a gf. >kok< camilla's head and ask her how do I know? We are not exactly "hen shou" leh.
She said '不熟怎么会一起吃饭'?
I retorted '跟你也不熟，还不是一起吃饭'? Whahaha.
Miss lao da. *Waves hand in air* Lao da, how are you?
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Monday, June 06, 2005
I'm still down
Going to see a doctor now. Great tt I can blog now, comp was down yday and I was in huge distress. It just hanged at the screen that says 'press f8 to enable system configuration mode'. This morning it finally moved on, after I prayed to my dua beh gong, no less, and to prevent another bout of anger, I am going to leave the comp on until it explodes.
No choice what.
No choice what.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Mute mode
I've lost my voice. Oh fuck.
Aiyah, I should be used to it already also. This illness never seems to duan gen. Everyyear I'll kena once. Buay bei bio ma bo arn ni zhun.
Aiyah, I should be used to it already also. This illness never seems to duan gen. Everyyear I'll kena once. Buay bei bio ma bo arn ni zhun.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Insect in my coke
Let's not mention specifically which fast food restuarant it is la, but this branch is at funan mall.
Anyway, was at funan because I went to high st centre's olympus shop to retrieve my free 128mb memory card. Hence ended up eating at funan lor.
Aiyah, I dont have a big issues with insect in my food la, just that let me realise it earlier so that I can graciously ask for a new cup of drink.
Really, I'm not fussy! The last time when I found a strand of hair entangled within the crisped-skin of my fried chicken, I just request for a change hor. I didnt demand a compensation.
But I only realise of the insect after I've finished eating and was waiting for mashi to finish. I couldnt finish the drink, so I was playing with it, by using the submerging part of the straw in the coke and covering the top with my thumb. Then raise it above the liquid and release my thumb, again and again.
Meaning I was dipping my straw in and out of the liquid all the time, but suddenly the insect got stuck on the straw.
Paranoid me wonders did I drank down any of its companion?
Anyway, was at funan because I went to high st centre's olympus shop to retrieve my free 128mb memory card. Hence ended up eating at funan lor.
Aiyah, I dont have a big issues with insect in my food la, just that let me realise it earlier so that I can graciously ask for a new cup of drink.
Really, I'm not fussy! The last time when I found a strand of hair entangled within the crisped-skin of my fried chicken, I just request for a change hor. I didnt demand a compensation.
But I only realise of the insect after I've finished eating and was waiting for mashi to finish. I couldnt finish the drink, so I was playing with it, by using the submerging part of the straw in the coke and covering the top with my thumb. Then raise it above the liquid and release my thumb, again and again.
Meaning I was dipping my straw in and out of the liquid all the time, but suddenly the insect got stuck on the straw.
Paranoid me wonders did I drank down any of its companion?
Friday, June 03, 2005
Da fan yi chuan ren
Germs that is.
My younger bro is sick at home, during school holidays, no less.
The germs have spread to my father and now I think I'm catching some of them too. I am going over to mashi's place later. Shall spread the germs to her! *determined*
Nah, no la. Everybody know sore throat isnt contagious. I can still talk, just that throat is super itchy. And I must have futher worsen it by going to work and talked for the whole damn day.
Dunno is it me or what, why is it tt now tt I started working here I seems to be taking mc every now and then? The bosses doesnt mind because everybody are taking MCs like chocolate, as and when we like. And although I've been taking mc once a mth but so far I am definately not the one who takes the most sick leave.
I've got a colleague who can take mc because he has a sprained toe! O.O
Then again, sad to bring this up, but there are people who dont take MCs, but eventually when it comes to job evaluation it was never a plus point for him.
Later I shall consider blogging abt lao ban. Ta hen qi guai.
My younger bro is sick at home, during school holidays, no less.
The germs have spread to my father and now I think I'm catching some of them too. I am going over to mashi's place later. Shall spread the germs to her! *determined*
Nah, no la. Everybody know sore throat isnt contagious. I can still talk, just that throat is super itchy. And I must have futher worsen it by going to work and talked for the whole damn day.
Dunno is it me or what, why is it tt now tt I started working here I seems to be taking mc every now and then? The bosses doesnt mind because everybody are taking MCs like chocolate, as and when we like. And although I've been taking mc once a mth but so far I am definately not the one who takes the most sick leave.
I've got a colleague who can take mc because he has a sprained toe! O.O
Then again, sad to bring this up, but there are people who dont take MCs, but eventually when it comes to job evaluation it was never a plus point for him.
Later I shall consider blogging abt lao ban. Ta hen qi guai.
And what is her issue huh?
I dont get it leh.
What is her issue huh? Why do I always have this feeling tt she is picking on me? I rmb when I got first converted to a contract, xjun and ronald will always tell me not to take her moods to heart. They felt that I was too affected by her words and I was slowly losing myself in a battle btw the new responsibilities and enjoying work.
6 mths down the road, I've grown more comfortable with the job scope and is slowly becoming accustomed to the stress and the various aspects of the job. I am personally proud tt every mth I can hit my target and is improving, though slowly, over the mths.
But she dont feel the way. Of course I understand she meant the best for the cycle but putting me down mustnt be one of the listed criterias to hit target! Or unless there is some hidden agendas among those high and above seniors and bosses, and they are conspiring against my interest! *gasp*
Ok, jokes aside.
Like I say, I am proud tt I hit my target every mth. Every mth on the 1st, all previous mth's efforts are resetted and the same dreaded feeling punched me in the stomach and I worry about not hitting target at the end of the mth.
But so far so good.
In this job, our disposals are measured by the score of our targets. You can be a nice colleague, do all crap for others but eventually no one will offer you a renewal of contract 'because you are a nice co-worker'.
You can take all customer's complains to heart and help them solve the problem like how you would like yours to be solved. You listen to customer's rant carefully and seek out the best way to remedy the anger. You checked with various depts and colleagues and finally you managed to solve the problem.
(We shant even lament tt the customer will not be grateful)
Problem solved, and you clasp fists in glee, happy you've made someone's day.
But at the end of the day, the boss will only ask you how come today's job completion is so weak and lacking. You explained tt you were helping a customer, the boss will only nod his head and dismiss you back to your seat.
In comparsion, the time taken (w/ experience, such incidents can take at least 30 mins of my time) is spent one customer. But your colleagues are secretly pushing the difficult calls to the next person. And in that 30 mins, they've handled 30 accts.
End of day, who is on losing end?
Back to the point. Like I say I try my best to hit a good score every mth, but for some reasons she keep telling various people, in front of me, behind me, etc, that my call attempts are v low. She commented just now tt my call attempts and contact rates are very low.
But the thing is, I've called 7.4k no. of calls last mth as of 5/31, and managed 3k of contacts. That is very good score leh, thank you very much. This is hence why it is so frustrating. I work my ass off but I've got in return some leng chao re feng.
Hen sheng qi!
What is her issue huh? Why do I always have this feeling tt she is picking on me? I rmb when I got first converted to a contract, xjun and ronald will always tell me not to take her moods to heart. They felt that I was too affected by her words and I was slowly losing myself in a battle btw the new responsibilities and enjoying work.
6 mths down the road, I've grown more comfortable with the job scope and is slowly becoming accustomed to the stress and the various aspects of the job. I am personally proud tt every mth I can hit my target and is improving, though slowly, over the mths.
But she dont feel the way. Of course I understand she meant the best for the cycle but putting me down mustnt be one of the listed criterias to hit target! Or unless there is some hidden agendas among those high and above seniors and bosses, and they are conspiring against my interest! *gasp*
Ok, jokes aside.
Like I say, I am proud tt I hit my target every mth. Every mth on the 1st, all previous mth's efforts are resetted and the same dreaded feeling punched me in the stomach and I worry about not hitting target at the end of the mth.
But so far so good.
In this job, our disposals are measured by the score of our targets. You can be a nice colleague, do all crap for others but eventually no one will offer you a renewal of contract 'because you are a nice co-worker'.
You can take all customer's complains to heart and help them solve the problem like how you would like yours to be solved. You listen to customer's rant carefully and seek out the best way to remedy the anger. You checked with various depts and colleagues and finally you managed to solve the problem.
(We shant even lament tt the customer will not be grateful)
Problem solved, and you clasp fists in glee, happy you've made someone's day.
But at the end of the day, the boss will only ask you how come today's job completion is so weak and lacking. You explained tt you were helping a customer, the boss will only nod his head and dismiss you back to your seat.
In comparsion, the time taken (w/ experience, such incidents can take at least 30 mins of my time) is spent one customer. But your colleagues are secretly pushing the difficult calls to the next person. And in that 30 mins, they've handled 30 accts.
End of day, who is on losing end?
Back to the point. Like I say I try my best to hit a good score every mth, but for some reasons she keep telling various people, in front of me, behind me, etc, that my call attempts are v low. She commented just now tt my call attempts and contact rates are very low.
But the thing is, I've called 7.4k no. of calls last mth as of 5/31, and managed 3k of contacts. That is very good score leh, thank you very much. This is hence why it is so frustrating. I work my ass off but I've got in return some leng chao re feng.
Hen sheng qi!
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