Thursday, July 21, 2005

Disturbed.

Was reading Tim Burton's: The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy as linked from ningx's blog. I stumbled upon her blog a couple of days ago and now her blog is one of those that I am stalking. Hee.

Among the various short stories, the same titled story: melancholy death of oyster boy really creeps me out.

Will be trying to read more of Tim Burton's work when I can. From the little I've seen, it seems that his work is very disturbing. I havent done my regular read up, so I'm not sure if he illustrates his work or... The pics are very disturbing leh!

And I've realised I very 词穷.. why I keep saying disturb/disturbed/disturbing? I need a thesaurus!

*Puts tt under I-want-to-research-and-know-more-so-that-I-can-impress-
the-intellects list*

Hee.


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And I am currently looking for a certain korean cartoon/flash called mr boombastic or in the line. I used to visit the website regularly 2 yrs ago. Now cant remember the website's name at all. Ar bish me. Why cant find leh? Qi guai.


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And my dbs debit card is here! So happy! I happily slot it into my 50cents netted purse, to realise my purse is very heavy!

I was very proud of myself that I dont use a bulky wallet and practice zen by not cluttering my purse.

Now there is 10 cards, inclusive of my newly acquired dbs card.

Zen? Pi leh!

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In the order:

dbs master debit card
citibank card
ezlink card
company employer card
identity card
this fashion discount card
kbox card
posb atm card
kelly card
hota card


I know there are people who hate this fashion's stuff. But their skirts very nice ok! All my skirts are from there, I think, tops not la.

Kelly card is of no use la, but it's green, and I like green. Period.

Hota card. 'Nuff said.


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And I've began to take pics of my earrings, anklets, necklaces and bracelets. But my digicam battery run out after I was around... hmm.. 15% thru. I managed to take pics of around 10 pieces, which are my anklets and necklaces and bracelets totaled up.

I've got around 50 pairs of earrings. Hee. Will take care of them tmr la.


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And as per yesterday's, or rather, this early morning's entry... I'm merely upset because I hasnt been happy recently. It's an irony I know. But what to do? =)

But I can only be this weak this once. I'll be back to work next mon. Working life is harsh therefore I cant show my side of weakness. I cant be defeated by the customers, nor by my colleagues.

Must.buck.up.


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And I've been wanting to kill the witch again. I may hate some people time to time, but they are usually drifting phrases. But wanting to kill the witch has always been on my perturbed mind. I am sick I know, but I hate her like I hate cockroaches leh!

I dont mind translating letters for her or for my father, but I am really bo-bian when it comes to insurance and bank letters. I know I am in banking line, but even when I signed my contract, I never read the whole contents of the 40 over pages leh!

My mind just cease to work when I have to process insurance and banking terms. I am not being 'deliberate' as she put it (with oozing sarcasm no less), but I really am 无奈 when it comes to such letters la.

What good does it do to me to pretend?

And on top of that, she is still angry that I cant help her with her illustrator. I really dunno how I can put in thru to her let. I've already explained tt I dont understand illustrator. I've tried to work it, but I really cant use the software. If merely by clicking around the software I can use it I would have picked up macromedia flash back then.

Why is she especially hard on me huh?

Like my team leader at work.

Sometimes I really want to know. Am I at fault that these two woman are making my life difficult? What did I do exactly to make them want to kill me?

I think I should be talking to lao da and andy abt this soon. They are fast becoming my counselors. =)