Burnt out

I am so tired that I want to cry.

I have been doing so much OTs these days that it is burning myself out. I dont want to talk to anyone and all I want now is not just sleep, I want to take off to an unknown place and stay there for a week.

Sooner dead than escape this job with my soul in one piece.

Lend me a hand please

I've got so many things on my mind that I think my diskspace is going to be full really soon, and then it will becomes slower, then hang, then display the dead blue screen.

Everyone is telling me to relax and dont stress myself up so much. Sometimes I feel like I need to be one of those poor souls in tv dramas, who fought the nurses and doctors who are pinning them down to the bed, and injected with certain relaxant.

I dashed about like a headless chicken sometimes and the feeling of helplessness swallows me up whole. I look around for someone to rely on, only to find everyone on shore but I am treading water.

I wish someone comes by to literally lend me a hand to grasp tightly on.

I will really blog more often

MJ left me a comment on my other blog under this account, and I realised that there are probably like 2 or 3 readers (hugs all of you with love) who might be still reading this blog.

I will really blog more often since I am going to abandon the "official website" soon because I cant be bothered to be nice to my colleagues anymore.

I am anti-social, yes, so what?

Ok, maybe not abandon, I shall not update there much anymore.

Meanwhile, just to be fair to the 3 readers that I have, I will blog more often. And gossip about the people at work. Muahahahahahah.

Changed over

I mentioned before that I want to change over to blogger beta so that I have the full control on whether to lock this blog or not.

I dont know whether it was a good idea to, because I was very used to the old interface and I didnt want to change to something else that I need to take a long time to get used to.

Now that I've did, I am happy with it.

Particularly the part about the labels, and how the number of entries I had written for the month is shown on the main blog page.

Also, there is a "next page" link which makes it easy to nagivate to older entires. =)

I will blog more. But regarding the wedding dinner, I think maybe not.

It was all very saddening. Sigh.

K618i

I am going to buy this phone come 2 dec. Originally I was aiming for z610i but after seeing the actual model, I changed my mind.

This phone would be more suitable for me I think, I think I shouldnt get two clamshell phones because it makes things complicated.

One clamshell and one candy bar is just the right combination.

Now all I need to do, is to wait for my contract to reach one year on 2 dec and I will be able to buy this phone.

Wheee~!