Lend me a hand please

I've got so many things on my mind that I think my diskspace is going to be full really soon, and then it will becomes slower, then hang, then display the dead blue screen.

Everyone is telling me to relax and dont stress myself up so much. Sometimes I feel like I need to be one of those poor souls in tv dramas, who fought the nurses and doctors who are pinning them down to the bed, and injected with certain relaxant.

I dashed about like a headless chicken sometimes and the feeling of helplessness swallows me up whole. I look around for someone to rely on, only to find everyone on shore but I am treading water.

I wish someone comes by to literally lend me a hand to grasp tightly on.