Wilted

I blogged yesterday that I've lost another account at work, making it very depressing for me.

As a matter of fact, I hadnt been doing much yesterday nor today. Put it this way, I am addressing my job duties but I am not performing them.

But tell me what to do? Of course I know that I am whining too much about spilled milk, but seeing how the sales team is telling me to look forward and move on also served to irritate me.

What do they know? To them, each account is merely a combination of dates and money, but to the designer, each account is a study of the client, the client's requirements, the site, the constraints, the layout, the concept, the materials and colours, the quotation and the presentation.

I dont want to wipe off my sale's effort in their job, but they really have much lesser involvement in any account than we do.

And now they are telling me to move on, but do they know that how much effort I had to put in for each account, whether they've seen it or not. I am not exaggerating when I say that I put a part of myself into each account when I lost them, a part of myself wilt.

I am thinking... Should I request to transfer to the sales department? I certainly can do with less stress.