Depressing

Sigh.. I've lost another account again.

It is not a matter of moving on and looking ahead, but a matter of picking up my confidence.

My accounts won and lost ratio is frighteningly slanted, and there is nothing I can do about it, because I cant force my clients to like my design.

I work hard, and then realise everytime I OT to do projects I jinx them, so I try to do less OT. But so far I hadnt manage to finish any of my recent projects within working hours.

I think I ought to put in less of myself into the design, or I am seeing a part of myself wilt everytime I lose an account.

Am I not suited for the job? But what am I suited for? I've got no idea.