Cheers from the stand

I thought there is no reason telling why I hate to watch sports on tv. But there is.

I used to think I hate commentors' voices because I hate it that they are using their voice to earn a living while I cant, despite having a lovely voice *ahem*.

Hahaha.

But I've just realised why exactly. I cant stand the cheering from the stands! Why the fuck are all of you so happy? SHUT UP ALL OF YOU!

Cease being exuberant! You all make me sick.

*Breathes in* *Breathes out*

I stayed over at mashi's place yesterday and we watched samsoon. Mashi was feeling incredulous on how heejin lost to samsoon. Samshi cant even bring himself to say he loves samsoon, but he admitted that he is happy with her around and he thinks of her all the time.

Also comparatively, samsoon isnt even on par with heejin's love for samshi. Samsoon cried for him, yes, but that is about all. She is nothing heejin is, in terms of looks and status etc.

Heejin is pretty, came from a rich family, smart (stereotyping here, I thought so because she studies medicine), in love with samshi for forever, and had left samshi (her departure caused samshi to hate her) because she was aneorexic and needed to seak treatment.

(She didnt want to tell samshi of her sickness then because samshi just lost his brother to an accident and heejin didnt want him to dread that she might die.)

Everything that samshi had wronged her for was actually something she did for the good of him.

Yet she lost samshi.

I told mashi I love how this show goes. You are wonderful, you committed more, you had an obvious advantage but life can still fuck you.


Life sucks, so stop being so happy already.