Alone in office

I'm in the office alone now, and I enjoy this feeling. I begin to realise it wasnt that I dislike doing OT, it is more rather than I prefer to be alone and not being forced to listen to music that I do not appreciate.

Anyway, if I cant leave by 7.30, it means I will not make it in time to watch either kxll at 9pm, or zhi zun hong yan at 9pm too, so there is really no rush to get home.

I'll like to watch the 11.30pm show though, so even if I leave by 10.00pm, I am still in time. So now I am doing what the others are doing, staying in the office enjoying the facilities.

And it is also to pretend to be working hard, cos tmr I have to leave very much on the dot to have dinner with iris. So I'll stay a little while longer today and tomorrow by 5.30 I will start to pack my stuff.

That is, if nothing cocks up and spoils my plan.

Muahahahaha.

Doing OT with the rest of them in the office feels like it is official OT even if I can leave anytime if I am kuai lan enough. Like my ex ex job, mashi always lament I spent TOO much time in the office, clocking 30 to 40 hours of unpaid OT a month.

I will even go back on public holidays to work from 11am to 9pm, and 10am to 6pm on sat.

I told mashi I dont mind doing ot, as long as it is not compulsory. If it is at my opot - own pace own target, for the uninitiated - I am very willing to do overtime. But I hate it in this company when they will give you work at 5.20.

(I meant to leave on the dot today, but I was given last min work at 6pm!!)

Sometimes I dunno if I should stay in this job and struggle like a fish out of water or not. But I can honestly tell you, I had never missed my freedom as much before this job.

My time had always been mine all along, but in this job my time seems to be surrendered at the door when I stepped in for work.

But the kind of angry tears I sometimes cry on this job proves that I cannot take this for long.