Meeting them

Despite me saying that I think I am meeting the group only after I found a job, I am still going to meet them for dinner tonight.

Sigh, for en'en's sake la, if not I dont think I will go. After a while, it get really meaningless, and I dowan them to start looking at me with sympathy in their eyes.

Maybe I am the only one with the problem, and no one is looking at me in negative light, but I cant stop myself from thinking that way. Sigh.

Things will be fine, things will be fine, things will be fine. I think I am going to chant this phrase 15million times.