I am super bored

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I dont know what am I trying to prove. It doesnt mean that by working longer hours I will have a better chance to be converted into a confirmed staff. But yet again, it is not stopping me from trying.

It didnt matter to me previously, I think I do feel a tinge of regret to let go of that good paying job. But taking up the job is not going to do much good for my karma points.

Is karma or money more important to me? I did ask myself. I am banking on money actually, because that is the factor that is stopping me from furthering my studies.

Sometimes I cannot decide what I want for myself, or is the decisions I made truely correct. I think I can only pray more.