Thursday, April 07, 2005

Si Erv!

Si Erv. Qi si wo le!

Sms-ed erv yesterday. Told him, almost in exact words, that I saw fang zhong xing on a taiwanese show (yu le xing wen) and for some absurd reasons fzx reminds me of him (erv).

I dont really like fzx previously because he always act in chauvinistic roles. And of course, being superficial, I associate that he is one mcp lor. Oops.

He replied with a laugh and ask missed him issit?

Of which I replied positive, because really quite miss him, and at the same time I req he give me his email add, cos after the recent disappearance of becky, I am very worried of losing my friends. Told him was worried we will lose touch.

He evaded my request for his email add, then in a joking manner, warn me I cannot lose touch with him, and sd he was busy with exams, and have to get back to studies.

Asked him again for email add. Told him to let me update some other contact numbers or what if one day he lost his phone he cant contact me anymore! (Hmmph!)

He sd no la, wont la. Even if he lose his hp I will sms him and he will be able to contact me again. (Once it happens that his hp went dead and he lost my number. But because I have the habit of sms-ing him once every mth at least, he could update my number).


THEN I FEEL ABSOLUTELY PISSED!


The issue here is that it has always been me who sms him, me who has keep in touch with him. If he lost his hp I will sms him eventually and he would be able to ctc me again. But what if I lost my hp leh? Then perfect, we will lose ctc officially because he will never take iniative to sms me (his gf has got an issue with this, I strongly believe).

Perfect way to maintain a friendship (kao! this word sounds goddamnit cliched).

He eventually provide a hotmail email add. Which only serves to escalate my anger. I am being mean abt this, but I cant stand people who provide me hotmail email add. Even yahoo is better.. I have nothing strongly against hotmail, but 2mb is so pathetic as compared to my 2gig gmail. And hotmail email was the first email address that I abandon the moment I recv my gmail acct.

So when someone give me an hotmail acct, I immediately dismissed the purpose of this person being in my contact list because he obviously isnt taking the effort to ensure a form of contact.

My bad to stereotype against hotmail.

He sms me this afternoon, saying hi or something, which I promptly replied (the bitch in me bubbled and evolved the moment I saw his sms)

"The subscriber you are trying to sms is being a bitch and refusing to acknowledge your sms. Please try again 20 years later."

So my humour sucks. So?! So?!

He proceeded to share with me a portion of his thinking process, saying I am being dao and all.


And I fumed.
The only purpose for wanting to update contacts is because I dowan to lose him as a friend, and these feelings are clearly not reciprocated, so what can this bitch say?

Nothing lor. I shut up ok?