I am in a dilemma to choose between Claudia and Pearce. *Arh, refer to prev post abt my insurance consultant, friend*
It's confirmed. Becky the magician has left the job. Her old number is no longer is use, so I was told to call her office as adviced by 1800-3330333. They also provided me with her office number yesterday, but unfortunately I wasn't able to call thru yday, so I called today since I am on mc and at home today (tt's another story le la).
I called. Was told by the lady who answered that becky already left the job. She offered me becky's manager's contact number, which I called immediately and left message to return call.
When he did, he apologized that becky alr left the job, and my policy has been handled over to claudia. I was going to be nice again and smile and thanked him, but I maintained my harsh front to show him I am not to be ignored as and when they prefer and intend. My existence has a more profound meaning than to be treated like a piece of stinky trash.
After a while, claudia sms me to ask me can she help me. She sounds like a nice person and all. Just that I was a little apprehensive abt her and the manager, andrew. Nothing to do with them personally, just tt I am traumatised by becky's incident.
At the same time yday, while I was trying to reach becky with the contact numbers provided by 1800-3330333. And was lamenting to camilla and jordan that my consultant has disappeared. Camilla suggested that she will ask a consultant (pearce in this instance) to contact me. She said that this consultant, from prudential also, is a very nice guy who visits her at hospital even when she never purchase any policy from him.
Now my issue is: Shall I give claudia a chance and let her be in charge of my policy? Or should I give pearce a chance ne? I am in dilemma. On one hand I cannot be sure if claudia will disappear (like becky), or pearce will disappear after he confirmed my policy with me (like becky)… Sigh!
Let me ponder of it for tmr first la. Wtf.
And back to the mc today. Took mc today.
Sigh. I dowan to give excuses la, but I was really tired and needed a rest. Like I say lor, I old alr…last time I can dont sleep for so many days in a row also wont die… Now bu xing le. Auntie wo lao le la.
I distinctively remembered… okok, not remember, it was the truth. I had a scheduled leave on 21st mar (a Monday, so it was a long wkend), and a easter long wkend on 25th, 26th, 27th, and it is like one week ago, why am I so fuckingly tired leh?
I am pushing all blames on the ot nights on 28th till 31st, and a sat ot on apr2.
Without a proper wkend rest away from work, I cannot be recharged for work for the following week. Sat ot was until 1, meaning I reached home only ard 3 oclock, and that is ¾ of day light gone leh.
And the stress accumulated to yday, which I had a sibei suay day. And this morning when I woke up, the devil on my right shoulder punched the angel on my left in her face. I decided to call in sick and not go to work.
Not hundred percent jia jia la… my stomach wasnt feeling heavenly anyway, but on a good day I would have been able to still go to work.
But no, darling, not this morning.
This morning I was being spiteful to myself and refused to get ready for work. I smsed lao ban to tell him I am calling in sick, and proceeded to use the comp for the whole of the day. Cant say I will be recharged by tmr, but I am very certain I am going to mope for the whole of today and feel miserable if I were to turn up for work.
I sounded like I am making excuses for myself. But seriously sometime I need to let myself go before I snap from then tension from handling those difficult customers.
