Forever one lor, the two of them, yang and gor, would request for help. Yang will always want to install some games or install some player, or download some band music which is at 10 or 20 mb a file... I can rip my cd into my comp, 12 tracks in 20 mb if I ripped them at really low bitrates, and he would want to download up to 200/300 mb of band music. which is only like 20songs...
Then as much as I am not willing, I have to allow because the purchase of comp is shared by the two of us. As a matter of fact, he paid more for the comp itself. But hallo, Ive been paying internet fees for 5 years, used to be $20 a mth in the first yr, $40 in second and third year, $60 in forth year and up to now.... You tell me how much Ive spent also?
The next person who says I am bullying my younger brother by asking him to pay more will be thoroughly stabbed by me.
Anyway... this time round he wanted to play his stupid gunbound. The last time which it was installed the comp got manifested with spy ware, god knows where they come from? I tolerated all spy ware until it killed my antivirus software... and enough was enough, I deleted his game away.
I felt guilty cos he was paying for the comp but cant use it on something that he want to use. But at the same time I feel cheated when ever I come home to work and I have to spend all my fucking hours killing the ever-multiplying spywares. The last straw was really when the anti virus died on me.... and refused to scan for the spyware which I can then painstakingly search and delete them one by one.
Now that spyware has been completely cleared up by yours truly, I thought I shall be a nice person and allow his game after all... Perfect behaviour too, and achieves moral standards as well.. Then was just setting up half way for him the internet connection went dead.
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The comp can no longer detect the modem.
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FUCK!
It is not only that which irks me. It is the fact he will wayang back into the room and read his comic while I am here trying to think of a way to get the modem detected.... Gor also one lor, stepped near the comp, demanded tt he want to 'use the comp for just a minute'. Told him modem down he got the stupid cheek to ask me why. As though I am killing my modem to spite him or something..
Told him dunno la. And he happily walked away.. Yah, forgot. I am supposed to pay for the comp/pay for the internet bills/pay for the batteries and cables and printer and scanner and all the fuck/ and at the same time provide technical support right.
CCB!!!!
After lots of clicking and the fuck, Ive finally revived my darling. And therefore able to blog. I told michelle immediately that next time I ever tries to be nice again she is to either give me a tight slap across my face or give me kick in my stomach. I shall bear that in mind before I attempt to be accomodating again.
This is the second thing that I am swearing by now. The first thing is that I am never going on a trip with my uncle and auntie again. But that is a different story. For both, I am cursing myself with my deadliest archilles heel. Ok, so I am not that mean to myself yet... I cursed myself with one of my most deadliest sore spot.
