Not that into him

I dunno. He's a good enough man. But still, dont seem to be the one I am looking for. Am I forcing myself to believe that he is the one because I feel the pressure from seeing my friends all getting married?

I think I am not that into him. Because I tend to magnify his flaws than to try to forgive them. At this stage, I thought I will be super forgiving, like how I used to be, then eventually become a menacing little bitch.

No idea how to explain this. Lunch time is not a good time to ponder on such stuff.. Will think about it tonight.