Not willing to travel

Firstly I gave up the chance to go Japan, then now I gave up the chance to go orlando.

Although I'll love to go on business trips, there's no reason to go if I know for sure it the trip is only a power-fight in disguise, and I will be forced to take sides with people I hate.

I'm sure I will be able to find another job that offers me travel opportunities that really makes a difference to my life, and not just for a lethargic power struggle.