Sounds nice

Boss asked me today, how long had I been with this company?

3 weeks!

But it does seems longer than that.

Maybe it is because they are too used to me being around, and I am seldom quiet enough to be regarded as invisible, hence it feels that my presence is stronger than it actually is.

Boss asked how I was coping with the work, and I confessed that I am still feverishly learning, with hope that I can pick up more things within a lesser period of time. He assured me that it is normal that I am feeling lost, and I should just keep going, (instead of worrying whether I can go ahead or not.)

As usual, he mentioned his aspiration for the company for the next couple of years, and that by then I will be strong enough in design to be a senior myself, he will put me in charge of junior designers.

I told him I am not thinking that far ahead! And as my usual, I told him not to stress me up, that I am not ready to embrace whatever he had planned for me. I just want to tread in shallow waters first until I am ready.

He told me to just keep working hard, and after next month he will review my confirmation.

Isnt it 6 months? I asked.

He explained that he already mentioned this in the interview (but I dont recall at all, so I guess he dreamt that he said it, haha) that he will do necessary reviews at necessary timings. Hence if by the end of next month, he feels that I had prove my worth, he will give me my confirmation.

Sounds nice hor?

But I think I will still jiao ta shi di.. 6 months 6 months lor. No difference one la. =)