Tired mind II

I had been very stressed up at work these days. There's so much to do, so much to conceptualise and so little time.

I am forcing myself not to think about work for this weekend, hence I am spending the whole afternoon cooking, blogging and taking psychological tests.

The more I stress up the less I am able to perform, but the stress level at work is usually very overwhelming.

There is an urge to cry, and there is an urge to run out of the office. I hadnt been feeling well all week but there's no time to take mc. But I am estimating that I will be taking mc this wednesday though, since I need to see the doctor and since tomorrow and tuesday is out of bounds.


I had been doing extensive amount of ot these two weeks and it is basically swallowing me up whole. I cant even find time to go out with friends, and the little time I have this week, which is today, I cant stop thinking about work.

Sheesh, I wish I have on-off switch and I can switch my mind off. While I am typing this line, I am telling myself that I HAVE to switch off, but yet at the back of my mind, I am still conceptualising.

Conceptualising is something that requires time and space, and sometimes it takes the stroke of luck.

None of these is on my side now.