Ang pow money

Basically cny is a waste of time.

HUGE waste of time if I can add.

I dont have any generous relatives, and everyyear I am wasting time at my grandmother's place trying hard not to let my irritation show.

Well, everyone knows about it, how relatives will relentlessly ask you stupid questions and make you want to strangle yourself. For me, it is less of those embarrassing questions that riffled me, but more of those questions that doesnt make sense at all.

"Still happy working there?"

Hmm, I shakes head and ponder.. I am not exactly very happy working where I am because of the stress level. But yet being a designer seemingly is my call despite the numerous times when I want to bring my head forcefully to the wall and draw blood from the resulting wound.

Being a designer gives me all the proper reason to keep reading and learning, something which I learn. While many people believes they had already finished their share of learning once they graduate from school, I find it amazingly comforting to read and know more.

Being a designer gives me the right to want to know about different things. "I am trying to seek inspirations," I will exclaim, blushing in an effort to disguise the nerdiness being picked up by other's ultra sensitive nerd radar.

Also I enjoy the lifestyle and association tied to a desig.... hey! What the hell. The person whom had asked had already turned his attention to the box of bak gua. Sheesh, asking for the sake of making idle converstation only.

Ka pui!


So I spent hours there trying to morph into the red and cheery cushion cover. And eventually when I am back, I just hand the angpow to my parents without counting the loot.

Speaking of parents, I meant to give them $250 each for the new year angpow, but my elder brother wanted to give more but he cant afford it..

In the end? I decided on $168 but he make me give just $108 only and he would give $128 each.

Quite cheapskate hor he! And he even borrow money from me because he hadnt prepare.. Sigh, stupid me, I should just went ahead and give and make him look bad.

He received 2.2 bonus ok, while I receive only 0.5, and he keep saying his bonus after deduction is only 4k.

KNN. Really feel like slapping him. Why is he whining that he have to deduct cpf, doesnt all fucking rest of us have to deduct too.

WHINER!