Worn out

I am very worn out these days.

Guess there is no need to go into details on why am I so tired, cos you had probably already read it in the last few entries.

I had been working 9am to 10 or 11 pm from mon to thurs, and yesterday although I planned to meet the gang at 7, I eventually ot-ed till 7.30pm.

Actually I planned to go back to work today and tomorrow, but I had shelved the plans for today at least. I need a proper break, or I will not be able to go on anymore.

Which brings me to another point, I am almost breaking into pieces already, why am I still making myself miserable by holding out?

Why is it I know what I want but I cant seem to attain it?