My dream

"Don't allow anyone to sway you away from your ambition to be a teacher. You may not do as bad as they think of you, and I'm sure you'll do better than them if you really wanna be a teacher. Most of them don't even know what they are doing in their life, let alone advise you."

I've been posting my problems on a forum to seek advice, and this was one of the positive replies I've got.

I'm so touched that it brought tears to my eyes.

Many people had been appalled that I even suggest that I want to be a teacher. I know, I know, I am loud, kpkb, paranoid, bitchy, crazy, and all negative traits combined into a unique me.

But let me say : hi!! cos I really want to be a teacher and I am doing whatever I can to move in the direction of my dream, even though I've been deviating from the path.

Currently my plans are either a) pay 50k to take art diploma, or b) study as a private 'A' level student - cheaper but discipline level x 100

I'm mapping out my plans now and once I've got a definite outline I will be embarking on my ambition.

And that means I might be quitting my job immediately so that I can focus better. =)

Dear God, please help me. I am going to buckle and fall already, please lend me a hand and let my life run smoothly now on. Thanks!