Sneaking around

That's what I feel I have been doing these days, sneaking around the office trying to go unnoticed.

 

The colleagues are being nice, but maybe because I havent warm up to them yet, it feels remotely strange to make small talk even. Hence I have been trying to be invisible in the office, lest they try to make me feel comfortable.

 

There is full internet connection here, meaning I can surf net anytime I want to, but because I am still new here, so I am sticking to not use it as far as I can.

 

Which is seriously very difficult, given that everyone in the office is logged on to msn. I have to will my finger to stop straying to the messenger icon in the taskbar.

 

I desperately want to log on to msn so that I can talk to my friends. I need some company, something that I cannot recieve over sms cos it is not instant enough.

 

But I've begin to switch on my radio. I turn the volume down so that it doesnt hinder anyone else. Music is of great comfort to me. =)