Heck care lah!

Because I have already decided that I want to quit the job, I took it a step further by leaving the office at 7 while lw and yf went out for dinner.

I didnt finish my work before I leave, but I know that if I dont leave then, when they are back I would have to ask them for permission to go, many a times coupled with silly lies like meeting friend for coffee (Really~! I drink coffee after work everyday! *Roll eyes*).

All I want is to go home and rest, is that really too much to ask for?

Why is it that I need to lie about needing to rest, or become upset when I cant meet my friends because I have stupid ot to do?

This is just a job, for stupid's sake! Must I give up everything else I have to do a job that I dont even like?

For the money? Nah, the money factor isnt there in the job, with pay being pittance.

Colleagues? They are nice but not exactly a group that I cannot do without.

Job experience? I hate my field, I am here because I suck at everything else anyway.

Then what else is there? Nothing what.

And with that in mind, I left my work lying and went home. I am so upset at work these days that I cannot erase the sian look on my face. Whatever work that was given to me would be acknowledged with an 'orh', and I will zombie back to my seat and stared at the work with menace.

I arranged with mashi to go drinking this fri and after that I will stay over at her house. I've already agreed with her that we would spend fri night surfing job sites. Mashi has the intention to quit her job as well and we have allied to find a good next job.

Jia you!

And fuck tomorrow. I am dead meat tomorrow when lw interrogates me on why I never finish my work.

And my reaction would probably be an 'orh'.