Headlines: New Duties Includes Clearing Bins

Never in my life had I worked a job that requires me to clear the bins. As a matter of fact, I had never need to wash any cups other than my own. I had been working in large established companies for the past two times, and hence I never need to do all these tasks.

 

I do not think cleaning up is lowly or bad or what, but it is just wrong to be bao sua bao hai like this.

 

I told peilin I had to clear the bins because I was the earliest today, and hence I will try not to come early in future, and she said:

 

WHAT?!?! First person in should clear the dustbins?!?! What kinda employee incentive is that?!?! It's like "Congrats on being early. Here's your present. They are hidden in the bins."

 

As always, if I am not the one suffering the plight, it would be remotely funny.

 

-_-"

 

For a company that doesnt want to spend the money to take care of the upkeep of the company, but instead, rather have staff to do the cleaning job as well, I guess it only tells how fantastic the welfare is like.

 

Also, like I had been speaking in the last few entries, I dun like the way the team spirit works.

 

I admit I was happy to hear, during the interview, that when someone needs to stay, everyone will stay together. But I never realised it would be this bad. I was just hanging around in the office, not daring to leave because I was afraid of how the rest of the team views me.

 

Betrayer?

 

Traitor?

 

I've got no idea. 

 

So I hang around, trying to think of a legimate reason to leave before they do. I watch time crawled by, thought abt all the shows I've missed while I am in the office, and realised I might never be able to make it to meet friends again and I feel miserable.

 

I dunno if I can be objective enough towards the good points of the company to want to stay on. 

 

Okay, no point decieving myself. I dont see the point. My interest still lies in system furniture.

 

Slt is appalled to hear how I already is inclincing towards disliking the company just 5 days into work. He told me I should be trying to accept and adapt to the environment, not pick on it.

 

But tell me, how can I deal with this with an open mind? Keep telling myself it is a way to build a amicable character?

 

What bullshit.

 

I understand the holy concept of accepting and adapting, but I have no idea how to exercise it.

 

I feel a damnit need to escape from this place right now. I am very tempted to walk out for some shoe shopping.

 

That's right people, if you cant already tell, I am going to start looking for another job. I wont rush, but I will start to send out applications and take my time to go through many interviews first. I dowan to rush like always, and taking the first job offer that comes by.

 

I need good luck, everyone give me yours.