Give me one week to wallow please. If I were to find jobs now I dont know how to face the interviewers even, how do I even expecting to clinch a job? I hate to think how I would need to answer repeatedly why I left the last job cos interviewers LOVE to ask this question.
Hence I've decided to give myself a break, and not wander my finger over the 'New tab' icon in my mozilla browser for hours without actually clicking on it to enter any jobsite's address. I appreciate a vacation. I hope when I emerged from this I am a strengthened person already.
But that brings me to my next worry, what if I cant find a job after this? I keep willing myself to think on the bright side. Not to offend anyone or be insensitive here, but I am I am being as neutral as I can already.
It could had been harder for me to find a job if :
- I'm only a PSLE grad but I am not.
- I'm a degree/master holder but I am not. (Recently my friends who had it worse in finding jobs are those with very good qualifications.)
- I've been convicted for a crime but I had not.
- I'm a bankrupt but I am not.
- I'm handicapped but I am not.
- I've got atrocious results at school but I had not. (Not that I can really remember, haha.)
- I've a serious personality flaw, like the tendecy to lie, but I had not.
- I've a problem controlling the amount I smoke or drink but I have not. (I think those whose life is controlled by a mere liquid or a mere dangerous herb is pathetic. But a few glasses a day or a few sticks a day is ok. I am not saying about you.)
- I demand a high pay but I dont.
- I'm not susceptible to long working hours and OT but I am not.
Sigh. This doesnt make me feel better at all. What's my point in the first place.
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