I called it off

I am a bitch sometimes.

Okay, make it most of the time.

I arranged with pris around last wed, that we would be going to sing k today. I cant recall why I decided to arrange a session with her, but I did, and I told her I will be asking along the rest of the group, meaning en'en, slt, ec, jes, jnce and kt.

She's ok, and I just spreaded the message around.

Because jnce and kt doesnt work in the company anymore, so we didnt get to ask them immediately. I asked jnce last fri, and she okay-ed on the spot. I left the job of informing kt to one of the guys.

Monday en'en told me that she have not ask kt, so I told her I will call him. But because she was going to call him for something else anyway, so I lazily pushed the job to her. (Heheh).

Eventually he told her he's on kiv.

On tues, I called jnce to cfm the date. She 爽快-ly said of course. But when I called kt, I practically had to beg cos he is still kiv-ing. I even stoop to new lows when I told him it is never my habit to call ppl to force attendance, I am giving him special 面子.

He still didnt give me an answer, saying will confirm with me the next day.

Come next day, he sms me to tell me he is not going.

By then, the confirmed attendance was only me, pris, en'en, jes and jnce would be the social butterfly for the night cos she has another party going on in another room in the same venue.

Slt first said he cannot be confirmed, we kept forcing him to come. He gave us his word.

Come today. I had a big quarrel with vnc, and I am in a pretty bad mood. En'en told me that slt may not be going already as he is the only confirm male for the night. I immediately contemplated to call off the session by then.

But I remembered that my main purpose was to go karaoke with pris, so I cannot sua dniu like tt. I told en'en nevermind, we would still go ahead.

I'm nursing a scratchy throat since yesterday and I'd already declared that I am probably not going to sing, but rather, sit in a corner with pris and talk to her between her songs.

Then en'en said that slt managed to get kt to go. I was utterly shocked, to say the least. I had kept asking via calls and sms and he insist he cannot make it, then the moment slt asked he said he can make it after all.

I bet he must be having some issues against me, if not why is he doing this?

Ok la, I am always too paranoid and too sensitive. I know, I know.

When pris told me her nose is very blocked, and wanted to postpone the session, I told her to go ahead.

And because my purpose for the session is her, if she is not going, I thought I am not going too.

Also, I dowan to see kt in case I flare up at him.

Also, my throat is not in the state to sing any songs.

Also, I am still in a lousy mood because of the quarrel with vnc.

Actually I was just being a bitch la. I wanted to test jes to see if she would not go if I dont go. But plan backfired.

I told jes that pris and myself are not going for karaoke already, and told her to go ahead with the rest of them. She immediately say ok, she will, "if she never ot".

See, anyhow test also can test out something. Crap one. What if she never ot. If all of us go sing k you think she would still back to do ot?

Weak fib.

I told en'en next that I am not going, and that the rest of them go ahead. She told me 'anything' then went ahead to cancel the session!!

Frankly, bitch here is waiting for them to come and sweet talk me into going cos I had been sweet talking them for the past few days. 没想到 en'en cancelled the session.

Not her fault of course, I too gey kiang already.

I really zek ark one leh. On my whim, I caused the session to be cancelled. But I really didnt expect that to happen. Because, as I told slt, before I join this group they are having fun without me what, so I expect even if I dont go, it would just be a pre-kanigi session lor.

What's wrong with that?

Slt said no lor, cos like I always announce, whenever I go, it is case of star appearance. So if I dont go it would be as fun.

Boy, I enjoy them treating me as their long-term clown.

I told him I am not feeling well enough to sing anyway, so even if I were to go I cant sing. Anyway, kt is going what, he is supposed to be the 歌神. So with him around it should be ok already le mah.

Sigh...

We gave up after a while, because we both knew the conversation was leading to nowhere.

And so the story ended with me and pris feeling bad, en'en feeling sian, the guys probably feeling relieved, and jes feeling ultra pissed.

I bet she is very bu shuang that the session is called off because of me... To the rest of the group I only feel bad, but towards her, I evily felt a sense of satisfaction.

Guess it would be a long time before she can be the star appearance for the group.

Sheesh, I am really mean to ppl that I dont like.

:P