Too much time on hands

I really had too much time today. I even woke up at 11 when I told myself I want to sleep until 4pm since no one is around to restrict me unlike weekends.

I am contemplating to go sing karaoke myself, but it feels too overhyped even when I tell myself of this plan.

Shopping? I can, but I should also be saving up money.

Eat? I am. Arh.

Pack up? Nah, 我疯了啊? *shakes head*

Create? 算了吧. I am not gifted.

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I dunno if I've blogged this before, cos I am in the delirious mode recently. I cannot remember things that had happened, lest to say their chronological order.

I feel that my life is slowing down to crawl, and is seemingly meeting with the full stop already.

Sigh, I dowan to sound dangerously close to be commiting suicide soon, but seems like people are beginning to catch these vibes.

没有啦! 想太多了啦!

Haha.

Things seems to be moving downhill now. It has nothing to do with me leaving my last job and me going to join a new job. It is totally because I am totally sick of needing to come up with 40k to study a fuck up diploma. If I give up I wont be half as stressed. But if I give up I will die cos I have nothing to look forward to already.

I dunno how many times I've ranted about the 40k, but I think I will continue to rant about it on and on and on and on and........

And yah, my left arm hurt like crazy. Must have been the load that I tugged home yesterday, or the 2boxes of cookies I've carried around the office yesterday.