Should be flattered

But I am not.

This morning on my way to take the free shuttle bus, my ears are plugged with music and I am trying to walk with seh in my new heels. These new heels are bought since long long ago but because the back of my feet is chafed I cant wear them.

This pair of heels is really pretty, but I dont have a picture of it to hao lian.

Ok, dont digress! To get to the free shuttle bus, I need to cut thru raffles city, cross the road to get to raffles hotel. The free shuttle bus comes every minute or so in the morning. But the traffic sucks.

The moment I walked out of raffles city, minding my steps even more because the slabs very 凹凸不平, then a person talked to me.

A guy, a black, very tall and wearing yellow. He was talking to me, so I halted my music and listened. He asked me where are there internet cafes.

Siao lor. It is 8.20 in the morning, I am hardly awake, and on top of that I am directionally challenged! So I anyhow pointed in one direction and 不负责任-ly started to walk away. He hasten his step and started chatting me up.

Sickening, can someone infm him it is not a good idea to talk to a lady in the early morning when she obviously look sleep deprived, with dark circles and all? In the morning, when I met any colleagues on the shuttle bus I would also keep quiet.

I obviously can blabber when I have to, but in the morning I am usually a quiet and reserved and nice girl who dont scold nabei or fuck.

He kept his compliments coming and asked me for my name and ask me where I am working at, blah blah. Being nice like I always am, I answered his qns still but avoid personal questions of course. He said he is from california, and ask me have I been to the states or will I be going? (What? I look as sua ku as I actually am?!?)

Then he asked me for my contact number. I politely declined. He asked again, said meet up for coffee or something. I declined again. He just keep asking and asking until I feel my temper raising. I told him if he wants I can give him my email add, but not my hp number.

He said but he is in singapore on business trip and he has a local number. I rejected one last time, put on my hypocritical smile and walked away to the side of the road and crossed the road quickly.

Narrated it to obasan over lunch and she keep laughing and said I might have let slip an opportunity to be married overseas. Think too much le la!

Anyway, not racist or what, also not saying this because of the recent sedition saga, but I dowan to marry a malay or indian or ang mo or what. I am a cheena person and I can only relate to cheena peoplessss.

I like burning joss sticks, I like eating hokkien mee, I like to use 成语 and I like to spew cheem cheem mandarin. I dowan to be together with someone who cannot understand my mother tongue. 'Not proficient' and 'not comprehend' is two sets altogether. I can accept someone whose mandarin is lousy because of the lack of use, but cant accept not my other half not understanding completely.

If you ask me if malay or indian or angmo knows mandarin then can? I will still tell you cant, cos even as much as they can learn mandarin, they probably cant speak hokkien.

I am a downright sucker for a man who is effectively eloquent in english, mandarin and hokkien. Tell you I am a cheena le lor.

I know a few person who is like tt, but these people are cheena to start with. As in, their most comfortable language is mandarin, but their english and hokkien is also very 强.

Like me. Hahaha. Mm jia lan.

That is why I dismiss it with a laugh when obasan keep saying I should have grabbed the chance mah. I really want to find a local hao nan ren la.

Hao nan ren all go where already?

I know. All taken lor. Fuck.

And stupid lao da and andy always tell me to stop scolding vulgarities if not I will scare away all the nice guys. All nice guys cannot accept vulgarities meh. Where got this kind of theories one?

But also la, just to clarify myself, I dont string vulgarities into my daily conversation one hor. Only when I am super frustrated or pissed then I will 忍不住. Given such, a common person would not hear me spewing vulgarities la. If my future man is to not like me scolding nabei, and have expressed to me so, I will refrain from using it in front of him.

At the most I would rename everyone and everything. Nabeitraffic, nabeirain, nabeisinger, nabeirice, etc etc etc, you get the picture.

*sweet smile*