Confusion

I am very lost when it comes to communicating (or the trying in communcating) with andrew. Like I previously blogged, I think he is very wary of me because of my over-enthusiasm.

Which I am a little worried about, because I dont want him to be thinking tt I am being pushy. I quitted sms-ing him since he isnt high in replying.

Ok la, he does reply to my sms until they grow into a conversation. And I do know most guys cant stand sending smses to talk or arrange something, they would rather call. This is typical guy-ish behaviour, so there isnt much issues la.

But it is just that I am not into talking on the phone especially after I've talked on the phone on the whole day mah. And I am not high on talking over lunch too. So I rely largely on my fingers to connect to friends.

And the story cont...

For 2 days in a row I've been eating in cos want to pia. It's end of the month and I've got a target to meet. Sigh.

Jordan and camilla convinced me to go for lunch, stating that they are going to congress, not ms, not mw, not ss... so it is not too disgusting la.

Soooo, I decided to join them, then minutes before 12:30, andrew appeared behind me and started talking to me while I was still with another customer on the line. I got him to halt, while I tried to rush the customer to finish his kb-ing. (It's lunch time, dear customer!)

When I ended tt call, I still have memo the call. But I paused and tried to make sense what andrew said. But I guess I was a tad ( A TAD ONLY OK!! ) irritated cos he interrupted my job. So I frowned and 'huh' when he tried to explain to me that they are going for lunch and it is supposed two for price of one, and he hopes I can come along cos I've got the privilege card.

I must have been distracted, and my mind is willing me to turn back to my monitor and memo the call. He must have explained 3, 4 times then I finally understood. I thought he wanted to ask me along to round their group to an even number or what, so I thought asking jordan and camilla should be ok also what.

But he doesnt seems to want to invite them, and said he will go check and walked away. Jordan and camilla kept urging me to go for lunch cos it's already eating into our lunch hour le, but I still dunno what andrew eventually wants.

I went to search for him, and realised he was there chatting with some ppl whom I do not recognise, but I went up anyway and asked exactly how is the arrangement now? Seemingly he was going for the 2for1 with hong wei and waiyee. So he wanted to know if I can go along.

Which I told him no, I cant, and left the scene of crime.

Hong wei is fine, but lunch w/ waiyee? What the shit can we talk about? I dunno hong wei well either, what the shit can we talk about? I dunno andrew well too!!!! What the shit can we talk about!??!

A scenario immediately played in my mind as that we four share a table in the restuarant, the ambience is soothing and quiet. Nice and soft music above and around us. The waitresses serve us iced water and display our forks and spoons for us. The cultery are all placed parallel to each other, at right angles to the table edge.

The table clothe is white, the restuarant lights are slightly beiged. We order our food from a long page of menu, at the same time trying to balance it tightly to avoid it flying out of our hands and landing in somebody's angels' tresses.

We shall dissertate softly over the table on what to eat, then one of us shall raise an arm and sign an 'a' (as in sign language 'a'). We shall order our food and the food shall be served hot and savoury-smelling.

We shall cut our food in small portions and attempt to look elegant while feeding ourselves. And over food we shall discuss and laugh heartily... and throughout, we w..........

*SCREECHED TO A STOP*

Ooi ooi ooi. Siao ar. This kind of ambience is nice, but not for 4 people who dunno each other leh. It will be so fuckingly embarassing when we have nothing to say, and I will feel uneasy because I cant keep my mouth shut.

This lunch combination is so qi guai! I refused to go hence.