Results Out For Sem 2

Results are out for sem 2. I'd gotten A+ for Financing Accounting, C+ for Business Communication, and A for Business Statistics.

Sigh. Didnt do well enough for my business comm, but I had expected the results, given that I'd only gotten a C for my assignments.

Well. Sem 3 coming. How can I change group mates?

Same Old design.

Same old design over and over and over and over again. In short, this company should rebrand as 'manufacturing'.

Leeched wifi, Cant she get her own???

Wow, she sure doesn't pass by any chance! The moment she knows I had installed wireless Internet at home, she brought her laptop over and requested for my wireless password.

Major Pain In The Ass

They are a major pain in the ass. One person told me that the schedule has to be blocked out on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday and Friday are mine. When the team who is snatching schedule from me requested that they dont start on Monday, because they do not have all the information ready yet, I told them it is ok, they can start on Tuesday onwards, while I use Monday for now.

Then the bastard went to tell them that that their schedule is changed to Wednesday onwards. Without telling me. He told them that they can have Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. So that team happily believe they have Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.

This is a bloody small company and everybody is doing things in ways beneficial to themselves. Myself guilty as charged, I am not skimming from my responsibilities. But all I can say is, this will be the last time this happens. If I need to be the corporate bitch, I will play the part very well from now on.

They started the war. You dont expect me to sit and be killed.

没时间)是什么大罪吗

一次又一次的，受到身边的不同人，对我因为念书没空陪他们，而对我表示不满。

选择半工半读，是一种对自己的挑战。身历其境前，也知道会是一段难熬的日子。我不求别人迁就我，可是至少希望身边的人，谅解我并不是不愿花时间陪伴，是我没有时间。

一个学期不过是6个月，而其中，我只有其中一个月会躲起来念书，其余的时间，我再忙也会努力的赴约。我这样会很过分吗？还好吧。

1 more day

I more day before my first paper, but I am not ready at all.

On one hand, I want to do well, on the other, I secretly hope I dont, so that I can quit and then I can reclaim my life, and go on vacations anytime I want.

Sigh. Irresponsible thought.

Stop Drilling!

Here I am trying to study, but there's a irritating drilling going on non-stop beneath my block.
ARGGH.

Bloody Hell!!

FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING A+
BUSINESS COMMUNICATION C
BUSINESS STATISTICS B+

What the hell!!! Why is my business comm results so bloody poor!!!
When the lecturer sent out email to say that 95% of us did better than 60%, I was thinking, 60% is so bloody little! Fucking hell!! The lecturer is super crap!

Guess for CA-Sem2 score

While I am waiting for the page to load, let me make a guess of the score I got for my CA for my 2nd sem.

This score will take up 50% of the final grade, while the exams next wk will make up the remaining 50%. As all students know, if I suck at these CA, however hard I work at exams would generally be fruitless.

Business Accounting - A+
Business Communication - B+
Business Statistics - B

Will post in 2 mins time what I'd got.

Taking Unpaid Leave for Exams Preparation

As per last sem, I am taking unpaid leave to study for my exams. My exams are starting in 2 weeks time, and I've a hell lot more of topics to go.

But happy that I dont have to go to work!! My 2 weeks of leave officially starts from today, and my first paper is 2 thursday from now. I will also take this opportunity to catch up on my sleep, which is totally acceptable, because I gain 4 hours a day by not traveling to and fro work, and by not needing to shower twice a day. Need not makeup too! Need not wash contact lens too! And need not iron clothes!! And also have no work clothes to wash!!! =) =)

Yay~~ \o/

I guess I'll come back in 2 days time to complain about mugging for exams. Hahahah.

Regarding my course

Everyone whom I'd known, repeatedly ask me why do I study a part time diploma, when I can study for a part time degree.

Woohoo, wait a minute. It is not that I dont want to study for a degree, but it is because I do not have any business background, and I know that I will have a hard time catching up degree standards, and therefore I choose to do diploma first, and work towards a degree later.

Of course I know I am spending more time than the other route, but I'd rather move at a more comfortable pace when it comes to studying part time (trust me, it is bloody tough), than to force myself on, and fail modules after modules. What's the difference?

I wish people understand that this is a huge sum of money we are talking about, and I did my maths, and proper thinking through before I made any decision, and not just randomly choose something based on tossing a coin.

无奈感)席卷而来

最近因为正逢考试期间，我忙得不可开交。朋友们一个个，平时都不太常找我的，这几个星期联络我联络得很凶。

可是我压根没空。复习进度很慢，我也常常处于一个心神不宁的状态，搞得我一直在同一些章反复来回，无法前进。

对于朋友，我只好一一道歉，可是我晓得他们都不是很谅解。

我也很无奈。可是没办法啊。

不仅如此，工作也非常不顺利。我不明白这公司请我来明明就是以设计师的身份，那为什么他们有宁可一直墨守成规，不愿意做一些新的创意。不然就是抄杂志和书上的现有设计。难怪我都不想继续当设计师了，因为我呈交的他都不接受，又不让我做我喜欢的设计。

纵然我的设计未必绝佳，可是不试，就永远不会往前移动。一直在同一个点上，到底是要呆到几时？

我对我的人生，突然觉得失去了控制权。一切是那么的不如意，可是我好像没法改变什么。人生嘛， 不应安安稳稳的过着就好了，而是要轰轰烈烈 - 以自己的方式，轰轰烈烈。

很想啊。做不到罢了。

黑咖啡)喝了一杯又一杯

我因为是个夜猫子，所以我都是要过了半夜，才能够静下心来复习。
隔天一早又得起床上班，所以我只能拼命的灌下黑咖啡。

可是其实没差。我从很久以前就常灌咖啡，因为当时喜欢和爱喝咖啡的婆婆一起边喝咖啡乌边聊天，所以现在练成免疫力。

自欺欺人吧。总希望有些方法能够让自己精神一点。

幸好我多一个星期就开始放无薪假。虽然没有收入，可是重要的时可以边读书边休息。每天要工作，不仅是需要呆在办公室9至10个小时，还需要花3小时来回的车程，再加上1至2小时的准备时间化妆，烫衣服。

加油。再5天！

Studying Sem II - Rant I

Studying.
Accounting is darn complicated.

No thanks

I was watching tv doing homework when my father called from the coffeeshop.

Father: Do you want to eat rojak?

(For the record, I love the rojak at the coffeeshop near my house. Hee.)

Me: No it's ok.

(I'm not hungry.)

Father: Eat lah. I know you like the rojak here.

Me: No, no need. Thanks.

Father: Ok. Will buy for you, bye~.


Hahahahahahahaha.

Intelligence of People

My school project team mate, or rather, team leader, smsed me this morning, asking if I have further comments on the final version of our project. She likes to be the one consolidating our work, so whenever she mentioned final version, I know actually what she meant is the compiled copy.

I told her I hadnt seen any email from her, and she told me, oh it is not completed yet.

Not completed then print what fuck?

Wah lao eh. The intelligence of people. Really.

Mr Unhelpful

For one of my school projects, after working on the preparation work and researches on and off for 2 months, I left the team.

And why did I do that? Because one of my classmates approached me for help, and this classmate had given me 5 hours of accounting tuition previously, and I was very grateful for his help.

With that, I gave up the work I'd already accomplished, and then joined this guy to do the project. There is another girl in the team, but she is a confirmed fail, and is therefore not putting in effort at all. So she is as good as non-existent.

I told this guy, now known as Mr Unhelpful, that I am willing to slog all over again for the project, if he would assure that he will put in 100% of effort. Of course he agreed upfront, and I did not count on him changing his mind along the way.

For this project, we first had to plan a questionnaire survey so that we can get people to participate, and subsequently tabulate data obtained.

Mr Unhelpful was eager to think of the questions for the questionnaire, and we worked till 2am over msn to get it completed within the day, after a few rounds of virtual whipping from me after he wanted to give up after working for a while.

When the questionnaire was endorsed by the lecturer (by my email request), we had to get respondents. Mr Unhelpful prefers to do it the easy way - faking the results - while I insisted I want to go to school and get real people to reply on the questionnaires. I told him that if he dont want to, fine, I'll do it myself!!

Then he gave in and said he will do it too. On the actual day, I must have gotten 80 of the respondents, while he 20, and I entered the 100 replies into the system, all by myself.

As of then, I was beginning to be pissed because it felt as though I am slowly doing more than half of the work.

After that day, we agreed that based on the results that were entered, we will each do some drafts and then meet the next day to discuss again, and then start to write the actual draft.

I did 8 pages. He did 1.

Nevermind. Nevermind. Nevermind.

The same night, we tidied up the work we already completed, and then I compiled them into a draft report, ready for the lecturer to review the next day. I had to print it in the office because he cannot, and while I had already been given warning against using office equipment for my own use, I sneaked the print job between my work and got it done.

The entire draft was 80% my work, and after he looked at the printed copy, he was embarrassed, and told me that he would put my bullet forms into paragraphs, and we will be able to submit already. I'd already done more than enough.

Well, great to hear, but I wasnt prepared to really not do anymore work on the project, but with his assurance, I thought even if the work is split down the middle, and I do half, I am willing to accept.

The next time I heard from him, it was after I repeatedly confirmed with him when is his report going to be completed, because I would still have to do grammatical checks. Over the phone, he told me that he need me to convert my bullet points into paragraphs because he 'doesnt really understand what I am trying to say'.

That is HILARIOUS because just days ago, he reviewed the draft with the lecturer and he KNEW how to continue to expand the report from where I left off.

Nevermind!

So I do my portions, and while doing it, I added on more sections to pad up the report so that it is more substantial. He? From what was agreed that he would do, he reduced a further 20%. I told him to leave the introduction and pre-report for me to do, because that is a crucial portion of every business report, and he insisted he wanted to do it.

Okie. We separately do our work, and then we combined it, and after looking at the introduction, I had to rewrite it due to missing facts and the repeated grammar errors.

I went through the entire report and corrected all his english, and then redo all the statistical graphs using excel to make the colour and fonts consistent, and then send the work to him for him to take a final look to see if he wants to add anymore points.

I made it clear that that is the last I am going to work on the project.

He replied, saying that maybe we should include some more graphs into the report and wanted me to add them in. I told him if he want to, he can do it himself, and I am ok with whatever he want to add.

He emailed back, requesting I do it for him (the graphs are within the sections he wrote) and said that he do not want to do it because then he will have to recheck all the numberings of the content page.

I told him. "Then dont add!!"

He didnt reply after that.

Bloody hell.. He was at home, while I was in the office doing OT and does that tells a little who is the busier person here?

I happened to be the only one doing OT that night, so I'd printed the work quickly and brought the copies home. Without him asking, I'd also brought the work to bind, and had also prepared a cd to bring to office tomorrow to burn the soft copies of the data into CD as requested by the lecturer.

And what is his contribution here? He sent me an sms "Have you already printed the work? Furthermore, have you burn the work into a CD?"

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WHAT FUCKING FURTHERMORE IS HE TALKING ABOUT?? Is it my responsibility only? And isnt this supposed to be a groupwork? And had he already forgotten that I came over to help him with his project because he whine to me that he cannot finish it with the other girl not helping him? And didnt he realise I already did more than my portion of the work?




postnote:
he sent another sms : please reply asap or else we will not have cd to submit tomorrow.
knn. firstly, if he is so worried, he should ask me about it earlier than 15 hours before submission, secondly, if he is soooo worried, he can jolly well prepare a cd himself. thirdly, why is he thinking that i should do everything for him! KNN!

Homework

I'm in my office now doing my school homework. Haha. There was a period of time when I work best when I study at home, but maybe because now I use my laptop in my room constantly, my bedroom is no longer my temple for mugging.

Erhh!

I meant to do my homework at home tonight, but I guess I will be slacking like mad, so better do it in the office, and when I reached home I can play fb until I drop dead. Whahaha.

没出息)也都是自找的

一个星期前，我还在说我的个性怪异，常常喜欢空降另一个人的生活，逼着他/她接受我。

我现在又发现我在重蹈覆辙。 我为了一个人，魂不守舍。他不特别，我也不知道我在迷恋什么。
可是我好想得到他的认可！我好希望他会有空时都只想到要找我，希望他能因为我打给他而欣喜若狂。

但是我知道我并不喜欢他。那我到底在追求些什么？
我真是没出息。

Drinking

I hadnt been drinking for months, and for a friend's birthday, I joined him and other friends at a pub and drank at least 10 glasses of beer.

Pictures wont be posted here. It will be on facebook, across various friend's accounts as I did not have my camera with me, and my handphone takes very scary flashlight shots.

I started drinking at 9pm, and ended at almost 12 and left early because I need to go back to office this morning at 8.30am.

It had been super fun, must do it again soon. =)